time expelling, mind flustered. today of all days to experience the one known hurt, that hurts and hurts again. today tomorrow, forever. today i have became the fool, fool of life, and love. a fool of my own thoughts, i fooled myself to believe that every man i have been with, loves me. there is always a reason. delicate, smooth, soft, my heart has no bounds. the bounds that circle my brain in an infuriating wrath. talking, soothing, screaming, cooing. make my thoughts normal once again. take me back to a time of a beloved child hood. scouring for my next big adventure. my life has fallen into a path of deception and remorse. flooding every inch, escape i say, escape you frightened soul. grab the world by your dangerous claws infused with fury, take all the regrets and shove them somewhere shallow.
for you will always find them, they are always waiting, somewhere.
