the let downs in my life have came to be subtly in a soft slumber. i am faced everyday with the let downs of my past, i just walk on and believe that one day, maybe i won’t be let down. maybe i have to high of standards, or maybe im just trying to live in this fairy-tale i have created in my own mind, but when do you just start settling? when? when do you get a true romance and a true lover, are all these things made up? or is my life just a lack of fortune. i wake up every morning and try to be positive and focus on the all the beauty i have in my life.

this world is not a positive place, everyone in the world is negative and positive, only being nice when it benefits themselves.